Slick Secrets, Dark Practice
by rkis2The dildo hit the back wall of my pussy and I gasped, my legs trembling in the air above me. The thick black shaft glistened under the hotel lamplight, slick with my wetness, and I pulled it out slow
about 1 hour ago
•long read•intense intensityThe dildo hit the back wall of my pussy and I gasped, my legs trembling in the air above me. The thick black shaft glistened under the hotel lamplight, slick with my wetness, and I pulled it out slow before driving it back in deep. My toes curled. My back arched off the mattress. And my mind went somewhere it always went when I fucked myself like this—somewhere I never told you about, Ryan.
I flipped over, straddling the suction-cup base on the nightstand, and lowered myself onto it inch by inch. My pussy stretched around the girth and I gripped the edge of the wood, biting my lip to keep from crying out. The hotel walls were thin. But god, it felt so good sliding up into me. I rode it slow at first, grinding my hips in circles, feeling every ridge. Then faster. My tits bounced as I picked up the pace, and I closed my eyes and pictured him—a tall, nameless black man with his hands on my hips, pulling me down onto his cock while I whimpered.
You started this, you know. Years ago, whispering to me in bed about your fantasies. Telling me you wanted to watch me get taken by a group of black men. That they'd use me while you sat in the corner and jerked off. I played along, acted shocked, told you that was your dirty mind working overtime. But the truth? My pussy would flood every time you described it. I'd lie there next to you, pretending to be appalled, while secretly my thighs pressed together and my clit throbbed so hard I could barely stand it.
You bought me this dildo. You handed it to me with that sly grin and said, "Practice." I told you I'd never use it. That it was ridiculous. Meanwhile, I used it almost every week. I'd stick it to the shower wall and take it from behind, water running down my back, imagining hands gripping my waist. I'd lie on our bed while you were at work and fuck myself stupid with it, cumming so hard my legs shook for minutes afterward.
I never told you. I let you think it was just your fantasy. That I was the faithful wife who tolerated your dirty talk but never shared it.
I pulled off the dildo and stuck it to the wall beside the bed. Got on my knees. Reached back and guided the head between my pussy lips, then pushed back against it. It filled me again and I moaned into the pillow, my fingers gripping the sheets. I fucked myself back onto it hard, the sound of my wet pussy echoing in the empty hotel room. My hips slapped against the wall. I was close. So close.
The orgasm hit me like a wave and I squirted, something I'd only done a handful of times in my life. Fluid ran down my thighs and pooled on the carpet beneath me. I collapsed forward, the dildo sliding out of me with a wet pop, and lay there panting, my heart hammering against the mattress.
You told me to take this weekend for myself. "You deserve a break," you said. "Go somewhere. Relax. Have some you-time." I thought it was sweet. Out of character for you, sure—you'd never been the type to suggest I go off alone—but I didn't question it. I packed a bag, booked a room two hours from home, and drove up Friday afternoon.
What I didn't know was that you'd been online. Chatting with someone. Setting something up. You found a guy you thought would seduce me, maybe get me to cross that line you'd been fantasizing about for years. You thought you were in control of the situation.
You weren't.
I cleaned myself up, slipped on a simple black dress—no bra, no panties, since I'd just soaked the only clean pair I had left—and headed down to the hotel bar. My skin was still flushed, my cheeks warm, my pussy still tender from the pounding I'd given myself. I told the bartender I wanted something strong and he poured me a whiskey sour that tasted like heaven.
That's when Ron sat down beside me.
He was older—fifty, maybe. Tall. Broad shoulders. Dark skin. He wore a gray button-down with the sleeves rolled up and his forearms were thick, the kind of arms that made a woman think about being held down. He ordered a bourbon and glanced at me with these deep brown eyes that seemed to read right through my dress.
"Here alone?" he asked.
"Weekend getaway," I said. "Just needed some time to myself."
He smiled. "Funny. Same thing. My buddies and I rented a room on the third floor. Boys' weekend."
We talked. He was easy to talk to. Made me laugh. Bought me another drink, then another. The alcohol warmed my chest and loosened my tongue, and I found myself flirting more than I meant to—touching his arm when he said something funny, leaning in closer than a married woman should. He noticed. Of course he noticed. He leaned in too, his hand resting on my knee under the bar, and I didn't move it away.
I should have. God, I should have.
When the bar announced last call, I straightened up and realized how tipsy I was. The room swayed slightly when I stood. "I should get back to my room," I said, smoothing my dress. "It's late and I'm definitely feeling these drinks."
"I'll walk you," Ron said. Not a question.
I nodded. We rode the elevator in silence, his hand resting on the small of my back. When we reached my door, I fumbled with the keycard and he took it from me, swiped it, and pushed the door open. I stepped inside and turned to say goodnight.
He stepped in right behind me.
I blinked. "What are you doing?"
He shut the door. "Come on. All that flirting at the bar? The touching? The leaning in? I figured you were looking to get laid tonight."
I laughed, but it came out nervous. "No—I'm married. I was just being friendly. That's all."
His expression didn't change. He moved closer, and I stepped back, my legs hitting the edge of the bed. "Ron, seriously. You need to leave."
"You've been teasing all night, Kristy. Wet pussy under that dress, no panties, nipples hard through the fabric. You knew exactly what you were doing."
My stomach dropped. "How did you—"
"Sit down on the bed."
"Ron—"
"Sit down."
I sat. My heart was pounding. He unbuckled his belt and pulled out his cock, and my eyes went wide. It was huge. Bigger than the dildo. Thick and dark and already half-hard, and he stepped forward and pressed it against my lips.
"Suck it," he said.
I shook my head, but his hand gripped the back of my hair and pushed his cock into my mouth. I choked, my eyes watering, and he pulled back just enough to let me breathe before pushing in again, deeper this time. He fucked my mouth slow and deliberate, his hand controlling the pace, and I gripped his thighs, trying to push him back, but he was too strong.
"That's it," he groaned. "Take it. Suck that dick, married woman."
I tasted precum on my tongue. My jaw ached from the stretch. He pushed deeper, hitting the back of my throat, and I gagged, saliva running down my chin. He didn't care. He held my head and fucked my face with long, steady strokes, his cock slick with my spit, and I could feel him getting harder, thicker, stretching my mouth wider.
When he came, he buried himself deep in my throat and held my head in place. His cum shot straight down and I swallowed reflexively, pulse after pulse, my eyes streaming tears. He pulled out slowly, wiping the head across my lower lip.
"Good girl," he said.
I stumbled to the bathroom, shaking. I turned on the faucet and cupped water into my mouth, rinsing, spitting, rinsing again. I could still taste him. My lips were swollen. I gripped the edge of the sink and stared at myself in the mirror—mascara running, hair a mess, lips red and puffy.
I heard the hotel room door open. Voices. Low, male voices. My blood went cold.
I stepped out of the bathroom and stopped. Ron stood by the door with three other men. All tall. All black. All looking at me with the same hungry expression Ron had.
"What is this?" I whispered.
"Like I said," Ron replied. "Boys' weekend."
They moved toward me. I backed up but the bed was behind me and I had nowhere to go. The first one—big, bald, with a gold chain—pushed me down onto the mattress and pulled my dress up over my hips. He spread my legs and buried his face between them, his tongue plunging into my pussy, and I gasped, my hands gripping the sheets.
"Fuck, she's wet," he said, pulling back. "Already dripping."
Another one knelt beside my head and pressed his cock to my lips. I turned away but he grabbed my jaw and turned me back. "Open."
I opened. He slid in and started fucking my mouth while the first one climbed between my legs and pushed his cock into my pussy. He was thick—thicker than Ron—and I cried out around the dick in my mouth as he stretched me open. He fucked me hard, slamming into me, the bed rocking beneath us, and I felt every inch, my pussy clenching around him involuntarily.
Ron stood by the door, watching, his cock already hard again. He pulled out his phone and started recording.
The one in my mouth came fast, flooding my tongue with hot cum. I swallowed, coughing, and he pulled out only to be replaced by another. This one was longer, hitting the back of my throat with each thrust, and I gripped the base, trying to control the depth, but he knocked my hand away and pushed deeper.
The one in my pussy pulled out and flipped me over, yanking my hips up. He spit on my asshole and pressed his thumb against it.
"No—" I started, but the cock in my mouth muffled my words. "I've never—"
He pushed in anyway. The head of his cock stretched my ass open and I screamed around the shaft in my mouth, my fingers clawing the sheets. It burned. It burned so bad, and he didn't stop, just kept pushing inch by inch until he was buried in my ass. I'd never had anal sex before. Never let you try it, Ryan. And here was a stranger forcing his cock into my virgin ass while another stranger fucked my face.
He started moving. Slow at first, then faster, and the pain shifted into something else—something raw and overwhelming that made my pussy clench and my thighs shake. He fucked my ass with long deep strokes, grunting behind me, his hands gripping my hips hard enough to bruise.
Another man lay down on the bed and pulled me on top of him, sliding his cock into my pussy. I was so wet it went in easy, and I gasped as I felt myself being filled from both ends—pussy and ass—stretched around two cocks at once. They started moving in rhythm, one thrusting in while the other pulled out, and my whole body shook, impaled between them.
"Fuck, she's tight back here," the one in my ass said. "Tightest ass I've ever had."
The one beneath me grabbed my tits, squeezing them through my dress, pinching my nipples until I whimpered. A third cock appeared in front of my face and I took it without being told, sucking it while they DP'd me, my body being used from every angle.
Ron was still recording. I could see the red light of his phone out of the corner of my eye, could hear him giving directions. "Look at the camera. Look at it while you suck that dick."
I looked. I don't know why. Maybe because I had no choice. Maybe because some part of me—the part that fucked herself with that dildo imagining exactly this—wanted to.
They took turns. All of them. For hours. They fucked my pussy, my ass, my mouth—sometimes one at a time, sometimes two, sometimes three. They came inside me, on my face, on my tits, in my hair. Cum dripped from my pussy and my ass, pooling on the sheets beneath me. I swallowed so many loads I lost count, my stomach warm and full with it.
At one point they had me on my hands and knees, one in my pussy, one in my ass, one in my mouth, and Ron behind the camera saying, "Tell the camera what you are."
"I'm a cum slut," I heard myself say, my voice hoarse. "I'm a whore."
"Tell the camera whose fantasy this is."
I shook my head. But one of them grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. "Say it."
"My husband's," I whispered. "He wanted this."
They laughed. The one in my ass grabbed my hips and slammed deep, and I came—hard, my whole body convulsing, squirting again, fluid running down my thighs mixed with cum. The orgasm ripped through me and I collapsed, but they held me up and kept fucking me through it.
I don't know when I fell asleep. Or passed out. At some point the room went dark and the hands stopped and the voices faded, and I sank into the mattress like a stone dropping into deep water.
Morning light cut through the curtains like a blade. I opened my eyes and the room smelled like sex—thick, heavy, unmistakable. I tried to sit up and couldn't. Every muscle in my body screamed. My pussy was raw and swollen. My ass throbbed with a deep ache that made me wince every time I shifted. My jaw was sore, my lips still puffy, dried cum flaking on my chin and cheeks and chest.
I looked down at myself. Dried cum covered my skin—my breasts, my stomach, my thighs. It was in my hair, matted and tangled. More had leaked from my pussy and ass during the night, leaving dark wet spots on the sheets beneath me. I looked like I'd been through a war.
I was alone. All of them were gone. The door was closed and locked. I managed to pull myself to the edge of the bed and stand, my legs barely holding me. I stumbled to the bathroom and caught my reflection in the mirror—mascara smeared, cum in my hair, bite marks on my neck and shoulders.
I turned on the shower and stood under the hot water for a long time, watching the cum wash down the drain. My pussy ached. My ass burned. I washed myself carefully, gently, and when I stepped out and reached for my clothes, I realized my panties were gone. All of them. The ones in my suitcase, the ones I'd worn to the bar. Every single pair.
Souvenirs, I guessed.
I dressed, packed, and drove home in silence. My thighs were sore against the seat. Every bump in the road made my ass clench and I winced. By the time I pulled into our driveway, I'd convinced myself of the story: relaxing weekend, drinks at the bar, met some nice people, nothing happened.
You were in the kitchen when I walked in. You smiled that smile of yours—warm, husbandly, unsuspecting—and kissed my forehead. "How was your trip?"
"Quiet," I said. "Just what I needed."
"Good," you said. "That's good."
I went upstairs and unpacked, and when I opened my suitcase to put the dildo back in its hiding spot, I noticed it was missing too. I frowned, searched the bag, searched the room. Gone. I must have left it at the hotel. I'd have to order a new one.
What I didn't know—what you never told me—was that your phone had been buzzing all morning with messages from Ron. Photos. Videos. Me on my knees, cum on my face, looking at the camera. Me being DP'd, my body sandwiched between two men, my mouth wrapped around a third. Me saying those words—*I'm a cum slut, I'm a whore*—while Ron's camera captured every syllable.
You watched them in your car in the driveway before you came inside. You watched your wife get gangbanged by four men, her ass fucked for the first time, her pussy filled with stranger cum, and you stroked yourself to completion in the driver's seat.
You never told me you set it up. You never told me Ron was your contact, that the "seduction" was planned, that you'd asked for photos and videos as proof. You never told me you got more than you bargained for—more men, more rough, more everything—and that it was even hotter than you'd imagined.
And I never told you that when I got home, before I showered, I locked the bathroom door, sat on the toilet, and rubbed my swollen clit until I came one more time, thinking about every cock that had been inside me that night.
We're quite the pair, aren't we, Ryan? Two people living out the same fantasy, both pretending the other doesn't know.
I ordered a new dildo. Bigger this time.
And sometimes, late at night, when you're sleeping beside me, I pull it out and fuck myself with it, thinking about Ron and his friends and everything they did to me. I cum harder than I ever have with you, then put it away, roll over, and kiss your shoulder.
You mumble something in your sleep. I whisper, "Love you."
And we both keep our secrets.
I flipped over, straddling the suction-cup base on the nightstand, and lowered myself onto it inch by inch. My pussy stretched around the girth and I gripped the edge of the wood, biting my lip to keep from crying out. The hotel walls were thin. But god, it felt so good sliding up into me. I rode it slow at first, grinding my hips in circles, feeling every ridge. Then faster. My tits bounced as I picked up the pace, and I closed my eyes and pictured him—a tall, nameless black man with his hands on my hips, pulling me down onto his cock while I whimpered.
You started this, you know. Years ago, whispering to me in bed about your fantasies. Telling me you wanted to watch me get taken by a group of black men. That they'd use me while you sat in the corner and jerked off. I played along, acted shocked, told you that was your dirty mind working overtime. But the truth? My pussy would flood every time you described it. I'd lie there next to you, pretending to be appalled, while secretly my thighs pressed together and my clit throbbed so hard I could barely stand it.
You bought me this dildo. You handed it to me with that sly grin and said, "Practice." I told you I'd never use it. That it was ridiculous. Meanwhile, I used it almost every week. I'd stick it to the shower wall and take it from behind, water running down my back, imagining hands gripping my waist. I'd lie on our bed while you were at work and fuck myself stupid with it, cumming so hard my legs shook for minutes afterward.
I never told you. I let you think it was just your fantasy. That I was the faithful wife who tolerated your dirty talk but never shared it.
I pulled off the dildo and stuck it to the wall beside the bed. Got on my knees. Reached back and guided the head between my pussy lips, then pushed back against it. It filled me again and I moaned into the pillow, my fingers gripping the sheets. I fucked myself back onto it hard, the sound of my wet pussy echoing in the empty hotel room. My hips slapped against the wall. I was close. So close.
The orgasm hit me like a wave and I squirted, something I'd only done a handful of times in my life. Fluid ran down my thighs and pooled on the carpet beneath me. I collapsed forward, the dildo sliding out of me with a wet pop, and lay there panting, my heart hammering against the mattress.
You told me to take this weekend for myself. "You deserve a break," you said. "Go somewhere. Relax. Have some you-time." I thought it was sweet. Out of character for you, sure—you'd never been the type to suggest I go off alone—but I didn't question it. I packed a bag, booked a room two hours from home, and drove up Friday afternoon.
What I didn't know was that you'd been online. Chatting with someone. Setting something up. You found a guy you thought would seduce me, maybe get me to cross that line you'd been fantasizing about for years. You thought you were in control of the situation.
You weren't.
I cleaned myself up, slipped on a simple black dress—no bra, no panties, since I'd just soaked the only clean pair I had left—and headed down to the hotel bar. My skin was still flushed, my cheeks warm, my pussy still tender from the pounding I'd given myself. I told the bartender I wanted something strong and he poured me a whiskey sour that tasted like heaven.
That's when Ron sat down beside me.
He was older—fifty, maybe. Tall. Broad shoulders. Dark skin. He wore a gray button-down with the sleeves rolled up and his forearms were thick, the kind of arms that made a woman think about being held down. He ordered a bourbon and glanced at me with these deep brown eyes that seemed to read right through my dress.
"Here alone?" he asked.
"Weekend getaway," I said. "Just needed some time to myself."
He smiled. "Funny. Same thing. My buddies and I rented a room on the third floor. Boys' weekend."
We talked. He was easy to talk to. Made me laugh. Bought me another drink, then another. The alcohol warmed my chest and loosened my tongue, and I found myself flirting more than I meant to—touching his arm when he said something funny, leaning in closer than a married woman should. He noticed. Of course he noticed. He leaned in too, his hand resting on my knee under the bar, and I didn't move it away.
I should have. God, I should have.
When the bar announced last call, I straightened up and realized how tipsy I was. The room swayed slightly when I stood. "I should get back to my room," I said, smoothing my dress. "It's late and I'm definitely feeling these drinks."
"I'll walk you," Ron said. Not a question.
I nodded. We rode the elevator in silence, his hand resting on the small of my back. When we reached my door, I fumbled with the keycard and he took it from me, swiped it, and pushed the door open. I stepped inside and turned to say goodnight.
He stepped in right behind me.
I blinked. "What are you doing?"
He shut the door. "Come on. All that flirting at the bar? The touching? The leaning in? I figured you were looking to get laid tonight."
I laughed, but it came out nervous. "No—I'm married. I was just being friendly. That's all."
His expression didn't change. He moved closer, and I stepped back, my legs hitting the edge of the bed. "Ron, seriously. You need to leave."
"You've been teasing all night, Kristy. Wet pussy under that dress, no panties, nipples hard through the fabric. You knew exactly what you were doing."
My stomach dropped. "How did you—"
"Sit down on the bed."
"Ron—"
"Sit down."
I sat. My heart was pounding. He unbuckled his belt and pulled out his cock, and my eyes went wide. It was huge. Bigger than the dildo. Thick and dark and already half-hard, and he stepped forward and pressed it against my lips.
"Suck it," he said.
I shook my head, but his hand gripped the back of my hair and pushed his cock into my mouth. I choked, my eyes watering, and he pulled back just enough to let me breathe before pushing in again, deeper this time. He fucked my mouth slow and deliberate, his hand controlling the pace, and I gripped his thighs, trying to push him back, but he was too strong.
"That's it," he groaned. "Take it. Suck that dick, married woman."
I tasted precum on my tongue. My jaw ached from the stretch. He pushed deeper, hitting the back of my throat, and I gagged, saliva running down my chin. He didn't care. He held my head and fucked my face with long, steady strokes, his cock slick with my spit, and I could feel him getting harder, thicker, stretching my mouth wider.
When he came, he buried himself deep in my throat and held my head in place. His cum shot straight down and I swallowed reflexively, pulse after pulse, my eyes streaming tears. He pulled out slowly, wiping the head across my lower lip.
"Good girl," he said.
I stumbled to the bathroom, shaking. I turned on the faucet and cupped water into my mouth, rinsing, spitting, rinsing again. I could still taste him. My lips were swollen. I gripped the edge of the sink and stared at myself in the mirror—mascara running, hair a mess, lips red and puffy.
I heard the hotel room door open. Voices. Low, male voices. My blood went cold.
I stepped out of the bathroom and stopped. Ron stood by the door with three other men. All tall. All black. All looking at me with the same hungry expression Ron had.
"What is this?" I whispered.
"Like I said," Ron replied. "Boys' weekend."
They moved toward me. I backed up but the bed was behind me and I had nowhere to go. The first one—big, bald, with a gold chain—pushed me down onto the mattress and pulled my dress up over my hips. He spread my legs and buried his face between them, his tongue plunging into my pussy, and I gasped, my hands gripping the sheets.
"Fuck, she's wet," he said, pulling back. "Already dripping."
Another one knelt beside my head and pressed his cock to my lips. I turned away but he grabbed my jaw and turned me back. "Open."
I opened. He slid in and started fucking my mouth while the first one climbed between my legs and pushed his cock into my pussy. He was thick—thicker than Ron—and I cried out around the dick in my mouth as he stretched me open. He fucked me hard, slamming into me, the bed rocking beneath us, and I felt every inch, my pussy clenching around him involuntarily.
Ron stood by the door, watching, his cock already hard again. He pulled out his phone and started recording.
The one in my mouth came fast, flooding my tongue with hot cum. I swallowed, coughing, and he pulled out only to be replaced by another. This one was longer, hitting the back of my throat with each thrust, and I gripped the base, trying to control the depth, but he knocked my hand away and pushed deeper.
The one in my pussy pulled out and flipped me over, yanking my hips up. He spit on my asshole and pressed his thumb against it.
"No—" I started, but the cock in my mouth muffled my words. "I've never—"
He pushed in anyway. The head of his cock stretched my ass open and I screamed around the shaft in my mouth, my fingers clawing the sheets. It burned. It burned so bad, and he didn't stop, just kept pushing inch by inch until he was buried in my ass. I'd never had anal sex before. Never let you try it, Ryan. And here was a stranger forcing his cock into my virgin ass while another stranger fucked my face.
He started moving. Slow at first, then faster, and the pain shifted into something else—something raw and overwhelming that made my pussy clench and my thighs shake. He fucked my ass with long deep strokes, grunting behind me, his hands gripping my hips hard enough to bruise.
Another man lay down on the bed and pulled me on top of him, sliding his cock into my pussy. I was so wet it went in easy, and I gasped as I felt myself being filled from both ends—pussy and ass—stretched around two cocks at once. They started moving in rhythm, one thrusting in while the other pulled out, and my whole body shook, impaled between them.
"Fuck, she's tight back here," the one in my ass said. "Tightest ass I've ever had."
The one beneath me grabbed my tits, squeezing them through my dress, pinching my nipples until I whimpered. A third cock appeared in front of my face and I took it without being told, sucking it while they DP'd me, my body being used from every angle.
Ron was still recording. I could see the red light of his phone out of the corner of my eye, could hear him giving directions. "Look at the camera. Look at it while you suck that dick."
I looked. I don't know why. Maybe because I had no choice. Maybe because some part of me—the part that fucked herself with that dildo imagining exactly this—wanted to.
They took turns. All of them. For hours. They fucked my pussy, my ass, my mouth—sometimes one at a time, sometimes two, sometimes three. They came inside me, on my face, on my tits, in my hair. Cum dripped from my pussy and my ass, pooling on the sheets beneath me. I swallowed so many loads I lost count, my stomach warm and full with it.
At one point they had me on my hands and knees, one in my pussy, one in my ass, one in my mouth, and Ron behind the camera saying, "Tell the camera what you are."
"I'm a cum slut," I heard myself say, my voice hoarse. "I'm a whore."
"Tell the camera whose fantasy this is."
I shook my head. But one of them grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. "Say it."
"My husband's," I whispered. "He wanted this."
They laughed. The one in my ass grabbed my hips and slammed deep, and I came—hard, my whole body convulsing, squirting again, fluid running down my thighs mixed with cum. The orgasm ripped through me and I collapsed, but they held me up and kept fucking me through it.
I don't know when I fell asleep. Or passed out. At some point the room went dark and the hands stopped and the voices faded, and I sank into the mattress like a stone dropping into deep water.
Morning light cut through the curtains like a blade. I opened my eyes and the room smelled like sex—thick, heavy, unmistakable. I tried to sit up and couldn't. Every muscle in my body screamed. My pussy was raw and swollen. My ass throbbed with a deep ache that made me wince every time I shifted. My jaw was sore, my lips still puffy, dried cum flaking on my chin and cheeks and chest.
I looked down at myself. Dried cum covered my skin—my breasts, my stomach, my thighs. It was in my hair, matted and tangled. More had leaked from my pussy and ass during the night, leaving dark wet spots on the sheets beneath me. I looked like I'd been through a war.
I was alone. All of them were gone. The door was closed and locked. I managed to pull myself to the edge of the bed and stand, my legs barely holding me. I stumbled to the bathroom and caught my reflection in the mirror—mascara smeared, cum in my hair, bite marks on my neck and shoulders.
I turned on the shower and stood under the hot water for a long time, watching the cum wash down the drain. My pussy ached. My ass burned. I washed myself carefully, gently, and when I stepped out and reached for my clothes, I realized my panties were gone. All of them. The ones in my suitcase, the ones I'd worn to the bar. Every single pair.
Souvenirs, I guessed.
I dressed, packed, and drove home in silence. My thighs were sore against the seat. Every bump in the road made my ass clench and I winced. By the time I pulled into our driveway, I'd convinced myself of the story: relaxing weekend, drinks at the bar, met some nice people, nothing happened.
You were in the kitchen when I walked in. You smiled that smile of yours—warm, husbandly, unsuspecting—and kissed my forehead. "How was your trip?"
"Quiet," I said. "Just what I needed."
"Good," you said. "That's good."
I went upstairs and unpacked, and when I opened my suitcase to put the dildo back in its hiding spot, I noticed it was missing too. I frowned, searched the bag, searched the room. Gone. I must have left it at the hotel. I'd have to order a new one.
What I didn't know—what you never told me—was that your phone had been buzzing all morning with messages from Ron. Photos. Videos. Me on my knees, cum on my face, looking at the camera. Me being DP'd, my body sandwiched between two men, my mouth wrapped around a third. Me saying those words—*I'm a cum slut, I'm a whore*—while Ron's camera captured every syllable.
You watched them in your car in the driveway before you came inside. You watched your wife get gangbanged by four men, her ass fucked for the first time, her pussy filled with stranger cum, and you stroked yourself to completion in the driver's seat.
You never told me you set it up. You never told me Ron was your contact, that the "seduction" was planned, that you'd asked for photos and videos as proof. You never told me you got more than you bargained for—more men, more rough, more everything—and that it was even hotter than you'd imagined.
And I never told you that when I got home, before I showered, I locked the bathroom door, sat on the toilet, and rubbed my swollen clit until I came one more time, thinking about every cock that had been inside me that night.
We're quite the pair, aren't we, Ryan? Two people living out the same fantasy, both pretending the other doesn't know.
I ordered a new dildo. Bigger this time.
And sometimes, late at night, when you're sleeping beside me, I pull it out and fuck myself with it, thinking about Ron and his friends and everything they did to me. I cum harder than I ever have with you, then put it away, roll over, and kiss your shoulder.
You mumble something in your sleep. I whisper, "Love you."
And we both keep our secrets.